Stress

BoRedoom!!!

I really hate to be soooo bored of sumtink. Now i think it's better to just let go! hell yeah!!!! i need privacy in life also.... "L" is too demanding on interfering my life....im too fed up....I NEED PRIVACY!!!! i need time for my friend! i need time for myself either! can u plz understand that!!! u said that i've changed....yeah...i do changed....im not that old zai....u know Y?????? u made me this!!!! u create the new me! leave me alone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! u said u do undertand me! YES but NO!!!! u know me but u act like u didnt know me!!!! fuck uP!!!!!!!!! im so tired of all this.....i dont even care anymore....i always think twice if u said u r leaving me before....but now i wont coz im too tired....u'll never grown up......u will never understand..... u'll never be matured!!!!! juz leave!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Jobs???

i find it'z not easy living a life with @ without a job....money is the most important thing in life that i think will classifies which place you are. the jobless??? the poor??? the rich??? the steady one??? yeah...it'z so complicated...
I'ts been 3 weeks of working...and i find it'z not easy but not that too hard either... i nursed people...it's a satisfaction of life. i woke up in the morning with a fresh breath and an aim...DO MY BEST...FACE THE TEST... it'z an normal thing as a worker...i always think of me as a social worker coz actually i like my job even thou i dislike the color of my attire. i didnt ask for a repay. i only ask for them to get better and live a life of their own with their family.
i think that my life isnt juz about money. yeah.... i do need money to survive in this world of material but still i dont lose my insanity that nobody can buy lives.
so, this both things are related....i think that you have to fill your life with 75% of LIFE and 25% to MONEY... job is a job. if you are jobless=find one.....if you are already had a job=save it...get your satisfaction from it...so, that'll verify you as the rich...and steady....doesnt matter how much your salary is................