Stress

BoRedoom!!!

I really hate to be soooo bored of sumtink. Now i think it's better to just let go! hell yeah!!!! i need privacy in life also.... "L" is too demanding on interfering my life....im too fed up....I NEED PRIVACY!!!! i need time for my friend! i need time for myself either! can u plz understand that!!! u said that i've changed....yeah...i do changed....im not that old zai....u know Y?????? u made me this!!!! u create the new me! leave me alone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! u said u do undertand me! YES but NO!!!! u know me but u act like u didnt know me!!!! fuck uP!!!!!!!!! im so tired of all this.....i dont even care anymore....i always think twice if u said u r leaving me before....but now i wont coz im too tired....u'll never grown up......u will never understand..... u'll never be matured!!!!! juz leave!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Jobs???

i find it'z not easy living a life with @ without a job....money is the most important thing in life that i think will classifies which place you are. the jobless??? the poor??? the rich??? the steady one??? yeah...it'z so complicated...
I'ts been 3 weeks of working...and i find it'z not easy but not that too hard either... i nursed people...it's a satisfaction of life. i woke up in the morning with a fresh breath and an aim...DO MY BEST...FACE THE TEST... it'z an normal thing as a worker...i always think of me as a social worker coz actually i like my job even thou i dislike the color of my attire. i didnt ask for a repay. i only ask for them to get better and live a life of their own with their family.
i think that my life isnt juz about money. yeah.... i do need money to survive in this world of material but still i dont lose my insanity that nobody can buy lives.
so, this both things are related....i think that you have to fill your life with 75% of LIFE and 25% to MONEY... job is a job. if you are jobless=find one.....if you are already had a job=save it...get your satisfaction from it...so, that'll verify you as the rich...and steady....doesnt matter how much your salary is................

my comeback

its been a long long time since i create diz blog n abandoned it. luckily its a BLOG it doesnt turn into dust or never get old like us......em, what i wanna share today is about my " I HATE THAT " thing...well, as an information to ya'll. im no longer studying media. i've turn myself into a freak-ooo for the last 3 years. now im a 3rd year "medical" student ( i try not to mention my future job or my course...okay ) so, when i do my practical in ward....im the happiest person in the world coz i love helping people. but things dat i totally hate is the 'STAFF'....i think all of them...oh no no....90% of them had a mental (freak) disorder.... i hate it when they keep ordering something that actually they can do by themselves. for an example----> "dear, after u'r done with dat, do dis and dont forget okay.i'm going for a break now" what da @#$%^&!!!! argh..... totally irritates me and the others ( ma collegue )....they keep bossy around and even sometimes they called us a QUEEN OF SPONGING and all. i think dat all of them !@#$%^&*(..... hate to mention it thou. they should be our role model to be a good staff in the future but THEY'R JUZ NOT! this is a noble job... helping people in need....but what i saw in them---->it's only a job....(no love in it).....they even did things dat can cause mortality and morbidity. only 10% of them did their job with heart. for me, it's not only givin' medicine....we also have to give our heart. make them happy n comfortable is the most important thing. touch them....smile to them.....then they'll be okay.....that's a promise of better life..... everyone deserve it.............so, from now on, people allover the world...SMILE....things gonna be better....

Goin' Back To My Little castlez!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

today i'm goin' back to my haunting castlez. haha......my hostel r!!!!!!!! spendin' 3 days here in shah alam....cool.....but a little bit bowing!!!!!!!! i dunno r. Y????? Y????? Y????? my life has been written to be as bowed as a cows life. moooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! maybe coz........tut...tut.... haha......... actually.....i dunno whats da tut...tut means.....cool huh.....sitting in this office of my sis a little bit bowed but...ok...i guess.....really???? hmmm...dunno.... better ask my cayang uchuk!!!!!!!!!! oh....god.......what am i talking about?????? i'm talking about sumthin' that i dunno y do i think....hmmmmmm.....argh.......whateva!!!!!!!!!!!! hmmm...what a lame day for me!!!!!!!!!! pam...param....pam...pam.....trammmmmmmmmmm!!!!!!!!! huhuhuhuhu